Sunday, July 31, 2005
The truth about Joel Madden and Hilary Duff!
Haha! At last they admitted their relationship. i knew it! It was true! Haha! But still I hate it! Here's an article I got from www.mtvasia.com
Hilary Duff, Joel Madden Go Public With Lovestyle Of The Rich And FamousJuly 22, 2005
A huge gossip vacuum has suddenly been filled now that it's clear Hilary Duff and Good Charlotte singer Joel Madden are, in fact, an item.
They've been denying it for a while, of course -- even as they've been collaborating on the pop princess's new album, Most Wanted, and been spotted swanning around in public together. Madden told MTV Asia several months ago that it was hard figuring out their relationship, which he characterized as friendship, amid all the media scrutiny. But when Madden accompanied Duff during a visit to MTV last week and called her "baby" in front of a camera crew, well, the jig was up. So Duff, as her song says, had to come clean.
"I'm really happy right now," she said. "I think and hope he is as well. I feel really lucky to have him, but we try not to talk about it too much. We both think it's so weird that people put their relationship out there. It's not even about the work anymore. It's not about music or acting or whatever. It's about the relationship. It's not really what I got into this business for, and I know it's not what he got into it for, so why? We both have this same mentality that the more you let people know about it, the more they want to know about it."
But while the couple may want to take the Beyoncé/Jay-Z route, Duff can't help but sing Madden's praises. She said she has grown "so much" as a person and an artist thanks to her association with him and his twin brother, Benji. Duff views them as "an inspiration" because they work hard, believe in themselves, and don't "let anyone control them." Duff's been dealing with this particular issue as she grows into adulthood. She was "feeling really controlled," she said, and was trying to figure out how to bust loose. Working with Madden without first informing her label was one such step. "Joel told me stories about scaring people into not messing with them. I can't do that," she laughed. "Look at me. I'm a little blond girl. But they can."
She also admires Joel's talent, claiming he has the ability to whip out a song, "even as a joke," in 10 minutes flat. "I learned so much more about music," she gushed. "Joel has totally changed my taste in music, friendships and loyalty. He's changed me and my friendships."
Duff hopes this particular friendship won't become tabloid fodder. "I'm pretty absent from a lot of what goes on," she said. "It's a choice. When you're a young person in the public eye, it's a real easy one. I go to clubs, but there's a front door and a back door, and it's how you want to be seen. A lot of people complain, but you don't have to [make your private life public] if you don't want to."
Still, the are-they-or-aren't-they nature of their relationship long gave people enough to gossip about even if she didn't want them to, especially since Duff is only 17 while Madden is 26. Many speculated this was the reason they were keeping it quiet: Duff is underage for another two months.
"Everything you do is talked about, picked apart, put on a little perch, or trashed," she said. "There's so much controversy over so much, even if it's not scandalous, even about what you're wearing. People make so many comments; it's hard to deal with. I'm just trying to figure out who I am."
you will never be replaced ;
10:33 PM
Friday, July 29, 2005
Prelims is fast approaching!
In other schools they don't have preliminary exams, they have midterms. But in our school it is a different kind of story. We have the preliminary exams and it is fast approaching. When August comes it's time for me to say my prayers. Waaa I am really scared of exams. And aside from that I am just a freshman student so i don't know what to expect in our exams. I don't know how the teachers are gonna pull it up! I don't know what type of test are on our exams. I am afraid of failing. It is a big rejection for myself if I fail this test. It might be the end of my journey as a Thomasian student if I do fail 3 subjects. 1 failure would mean a lot to me. Maybe for a couple of days I can't eat anything or think right. That sucks!
you will never be replaced ;
6:25 AM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
I have not posted here for a couple of days now. You know it everyone, I am freaking busy with school. I don't have enough time to post anything on my blog for a while. At last I find a time to post something on my blog. Sometimes I go online but I don't have a chance to post in here because all I have to do is research and research for our discussion. I miss posting in here. It's one of the way I can express myself without someone telling me what to do. With blogs I'm free, I mean I can be myself. No one will tell me that it is not the right thing to share about your life in the internet. haha!
Actually school is really killing me! I don't have enough sleep now. I always sleep at 12 midnight sometimes 1 am. Does that sucks? Or is it only me that is killing me! I don't know for real. If i do know probably I am really fine right now! I know I am getting stupid than ever . I am not taking of myself anymore. So if the time comes that I collapse somewhere in the Philippines I won't blame anyone because I know it is my freaking fault that it happened.
But let's not think that way I don't want to get sick. I don't want to see my mom being worried about me and also my dad. If that happened, my dad's blood pressure might rise again and it might be the cause of another stroke. No that would be terrible. i am still in pain right now. That incident still creeps me out. Many would say that hospital can be the safest place on earth but for me it's not. I don't like dextrose, injections and other hospital apparatus. It is giving me goosebumps. I would rather stay at my room and listen to music that I love than to be in hospital doing nothing for the rest of the day. Aside from that it is really boring there. That's why I didn't take any medical related course. It is not my thing. I would just waste money if I did that!
you will never be replaced ;
11:50 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Nakakaasar!!!
Bakit ba ang saklap mabuhay sa mundong ito? Puro pahirap nangyayari sa buhay. Mga parents di tau naiintindihan. Puro ganito ganun na lang lagi! Sasabihin nila pag gabi n nkauwi naglakwatsa ka na naman noh! Kahot hindi kahit project naman ung ginawa mo. Alam ko naman na they are only looking for our safeth pero kung ganyan sila ng ganyan napakaweird naman. Di ka man lang makasama makapamasyal kasama ng mga friends mo napakakj ko naman kung ganun! Di ba nakakaasar kung ganun! Di nila naiintindihan na teenager tau at kailangan nating magpakatotoo. Hinahanap p natin ang identity natin. Kailangan pa natin madiscover kung sino ba talaga tau? Lalo na ko di ko alam kung may nagawa na ba kong tama sa mundong ito at kung may mga nagmamahal ba sa akin. Meron ba kong mga tunay n kaibigan na handang tumulong s pangangailangan ko! Nakakaasar pa nung weekend sabihan daw ba ko ng mommy ko na may time ako sa mga kaibigan pero sa family wala! Ano kaya un? E kung tanungin nila sarili nila para malaman nila kung may time pa ba sila sa akin. Mula pagkabata parang pinabayaan na nila ako parang di nila ako anak! Fuck tapos sasabihin niya un sakin! Grabe kung alm nyo lang gus2 ko nang umiyak nung sinabi nila sa kin yun. Parang ang tingin ko tuloy sa sarili ko napaka walang kuwenta kong anak lahat naman ginagawa ko para maappreciate nila ako pero ano wala pa rin. Still la ako kwenta para lang akong blank slate na inutil sa mundong ito. At ang alm ko lng gawin ay maging pazaway sa kanila at painitin ang kanilang ulo dahil sa mga kagagahan ko! Magkakaganito ba ko kung di dahil sa kanila. Kung inalagaan ba nila ako ng husto magiging suwail ako. Tapos sisisihin nila mga friends ko e sila nga nag mga tanging tao na nakakaintindi sa akin. Nung naospital si daddy sino nandiyan para pasayahin ako mga kaibigan ko. Di man lang nila ako inalala di nga nila alam kung buhay pa ako. nagkikita nga kami araw araw pero parang di ako buhay! Puro pasaakit lang ang nararamdaman ko!
you will never be replaced ;
9:36 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
School Again! Hate iT!!
Yesterday we don't have classes. Yehey!!! Why? Because of State of the nation Address of President Arroyo! Was that the best? Last year's SONA we have classes but this year it is a national non-working holiday. I wonder why! Maybe she is afraid that many employees would walk out and go straight to the Sandigan Bayan to diss her up all the tine! Haha!
you will never be replaced ;
7:47 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
Haha!!! It's July 22 again!! And tomorrow is one of the best days of my lifE!!! It is July 23!!! What is so significant with that date? Well nothing of course!!! Lol!! For you it might be nonsense!!! But i don't care if you think it's nonsense all I know is I'm excited!
Tomorrow i'm gonna meet my friends from IC: Cy, Aby and Dee-kay!!! They are like one of my closest friends now!! Haha! They are more closer to my heart than my classmates. Weird, isn't it!!! But who cares!!! Got to go! I'm gonna post whatever will happen tomorrow!
you will never be replaced ;
11:43 PM
What the hell happened?!!!
Ok tomorrow me and my friends will meet at SM North Edsa. But what is happening right now? Cy and Aby texted me a while ago that they don't want to come anymore because of the serious fight they had. oh noooo!!! What about tomorrow!!! I don't know what to do! I hope they're goona be ok!!!
you will never be replaced ;
12:01 AM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Happy 2nd Simple Plan Day!!!
Simple Plan rulez!!! i am so happy i've got to talk to my friends. They are always there when I need them. They never let me down.
Yesterday was so crazy, I was not able to go to school because I am too lazy to study that day. Instead I go to the mall and met up with a friend of mine. We were like doing crazy things I rarely do.
you will never be replaced ;
10:43 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
I was so dumb!
Last night Good Charlotte held their concert at the Folk Arts Theater. It is their first time here in the Philippines and they are loving it (I think). Everybody is so excited for this event but we would be more excited if Simple Plan joined them in their Asian tour of the Noise To the World Tour. Hehehe Simple Plan again I want to see them again in their concert but it would be amazing if two of the best band in the world will be performing at one stage just like the Asian leg of the Bonez Tour last March.
I was really stupid because I wasn't able to go to the concert. i felt really bad. It is like one of the worst mistakes that I have done and I don't want to repeat it all over again. If I could turn back time I will go to the concert. I should have told my friends that I wanted to come even if I came up late. I don't care if I wasn't able to be home at time. All I wanted is to see this guys perform live and capture everyone's heart.
you will never be replaced ;
4:07 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
....
Rumors
Aaah nka2asar wla n kmatayan mga rumors d ko n kaya toh. Dati d ako naapektuhan ngayon sobra sobra na ang epekto. Bakit ba pag sikat na ang isang banda kung ano ano ang sinasabi ng tao e la naman sila proweba na totoo un. Masakit na talaga. Dati tinatanggap ko lang ngayon talgang di na maganda. Sabihin daw ba na iiwan n daw ni Pierre ang bandang Simple Plan. Una kong narinig iiwna daw ni Pierre ang SP pag d daw nkipagbreak si Seb kay Jamie. 2nd iiwn nya ang SP after 2 years para ipursue ang kanyang acting career meron nga ba? Di ba mukhang ewan naman yun ga2win b niya un talaga or isa na naman itong joke katulad dati. Kaasar n tlga d n nakakatuwa to kung joke toh pinapaiyak na naman ako ng Simple Plan.
Kanina lang toh...
Heheheh galing ako knina s Robinson s Fairview nagbabakasakali bumili ng Pulp pero ano nangyari di ako nakabili dahil napull-out na daw ung mga natirang Pulp kahapon. Ang tanga ko talaga dapat pumunta ako kahapon para meron akong issue ng Pulp. Tapos plano ko pa icheck s SM kung meron heller anong kabo2han un d b tlga ako ngiisip o sadyang naba2liw na ko. Kung pu2nta ako s Odyssey s SM para lang ako nagsayang ng oras, panahon at lakas. Buti nga natauhan ako nag-isip ako ano kaya bi2lhin ko kaya napaisip ako bi2li na lng ako ng CD wahaha syempre OPM lng kc 250 lng ung dala kong pambili ng kung anu-ano. Waaa ang daming cd hirap mamili pero nag-end pdn ako sa cd ng hale. Wahahaha plano ko na talaga un mapapakinggan ko na ngayon araw araw ang aking bagong crush na si Champ hahaha!!! Wow saktong tugtog pa dito sa computer shop sa tabi ng school ay "The Day You Said Goodnight" grabe buo n araw ko hahaha!!!
Ang concert bow!!!
Haay nku concert pala mamaya ng Good Charlotte sa Folk Arts Theater s may Roxas Bouleverd. Opening act Kamikazee di ko na alm ung ibang opening act nila hahaha!!! Sana andun ako gusto ko magsaya sa ngaun pero di talaga pwede hahaha!!! Sana mapanood ko yun kahit sa vcd kaya pinagdadasal ko mapasok ng friend ko sa IC ung video camera. Sana payagan siya ng bouncer hahaha pwede din nya suhulan. Di naman bobombahin ung concert e hehehe kahit mukhang papasabugin concert. Ingat n lang kina Dian, Angeline at kay Jeremy. kwentuhan nyo na lang ako.
you will never be replaced ;
1:23 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Live 8 performance
Today is July 6 and it is time for G8 leaders to decide if they will approve the 3-point plan. For God's sake they must sign in order to stop poverty in Africa and stop the death of million of people in Africa. Can you imagine 17million people died every year in that place. Thousands of people dies everyday because of diseases like malaria, AIDS ND WHATSOEVER. Every 3 seconds someone dies in Africa. And what are we doing, we are wasting our time doing stupid things not caring of other people. Oh come on we must do something to stop this.
Last July 3 there was a broadcast of live8. At first I don't have an idea that it is Live8 and what is the purpose of that concert. all I know is Simple Plan will be performing in Toronto, Canada for the Live8 concert. I was glad that I see Good Charlotte and Green Day. Good Charlotte performed "Lifestyles of The Rich and the famous", that was my fave song from the Young And The Hopeless album. They were in Tokyo, Japan that time and they will be here this coming Friday for the Noize To The World Tour. Green Day rock the stage inBerlin, Germany. they performed "American Idiot", "Holiday", "Minority", and "We Are The Champions". Green Day's remake of "We Are The Champions", it was the best performance of the night. If I can watch it again I would watch it again and again and again. But I was a little disappointed with myself because I wasn't able to watch Simple Plan perform "Shut Up' because I fell asleep. I was so stupid for fallingasleep. I already woke up 5 in the morning.
CRAZY
by SIMPLE PLAN
Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop 'till they reach their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photoshop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should beIt doesn't make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's goin' on
Tell me what's goin' on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that somethin' is wrong
I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Makin' kids feel like it's World War III
No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me
Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's goin on
Tell me what's goin' on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that somethin'is wrong
Is everybody goin' crazy?
Is everybody goin' crazy?
Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see,
Rich guys driving big SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair
Is everybody going crazy
Is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's goin on
Tell me what's goin' on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that somethin'
Somethin' is wrong
Is everybody going crazy
Can anybody tell me what's goin on
Tell me what's goin on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that somethin' is wrong
you will never be replaced ;
9:49 AM
Friday, July 01, 2005
It's Hard To Accept The Reality
Yesterday there was a performance of Parokya ni Edgar in our school for the First Day Funk, you know I wasn't able to come because we have classes at that time. So everyone in our room was really upset bout that. We were waiting for this long and all of us failed to go. Actually we can see the performance but will we absent ourself just to see Parokya ni Edgar? Of course no our parents paid our tuition fee is because we need to study and plan for our future not just to watch the performance. Haha!I was excited to go home because I am really tired and today July 1 no classes for us. Yehey!!! It was orientation day for everyone but it is a whole day. What?!!! Whole day?!!! Are they trying to kill me? i am really tired and i don't have enough rest. My schedule is really tight and I can't even go to the mall just to relax myself.When I got home I was really shock because my dad is lying on the floor! What was with that? I thought it was only a joke just to fool me and my mom. But it's not I see blood stains on his shorts and on the floor. I was really freaking out because I'm afraid of blood. My mom is already in a hysterical mood that's why our neighbors rushed into our house for rescue. I am walking like a crazy women going out of our house and returning again then I started crying. I am not used to that kind of situation. I try to calm myself but what happens is that i cry and cry an d cry that's all that I do all the time. Our neighbors was giving my dad a first aid and my mom is really going crazy and so do I. They said that he is gonna be fine nothing is wrong it is only because of the womb. But my mom wouldn't stop so they rush my dad to the nearest hospital and so I'm left in our house alone waiting for them to return hoping that my dad was already fine. I was really crying all the time. (Good thing I have someone to talk to that time! Thanks Cy!)After a few minutes our neighbor called me and tell me that my mom called and told them that I will stay in their house. What can a little girl like me do aside from obeying them? So I go to our neigbor's house even if I don't want to stay there. Then they told me that my dad was in a dangerous condition. He was rushed to the other hospital which has more facilities and specialists who could look after him.
you will never be replaced ;
9:44 PM
