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Thursday, July 28, 2005



I have not posted here for a couple of days now. You know it everyone, I am freaking busy with school. I don't have enough time to post anything on my blog for a while. At last I find a time to post something on my blog. Sometimes I go online but I don't have a chance to post in here because all I have to do is research and research for our discussion. I miss posting in here. It's one of the way I can express myself without someone telling me what to do. With blogs I'm free, I mean I can be myself. No one will tell me that it is not the right thing to share about your life in the internet. haha!
Actually school is really killing me! I don't have enough sleep now. I always sleep at 12 midnight sometimes 1 am. Does that sucks? Or is it only me that is killing me! I don't know for real. If i do know probably I am really fine right now! I know I am getting stupid than ever . I am not taking of myself anymore. So if the time comes that I collapse somewhere in the Philippines I won't blame anyone because I know it is my freaking fault that it happened.

But let's not think that way I don't want to get sick. I don't want to see my mom being worried about me and also my dad. If that happened, my dad's blood pressure might rise again and it might be the cause of another stroke. No that would be terrible. i am still in pain right now. That incident still creeps me out. Many would say that hospital can be the safest place on earth but for me it's not. I don't like dextrose, injections and other hospital apparatus. It is giving me goosebumps. I would rather stay at my room and listen to music that I love than to be in hospital doing nothing for the rest of the day. Aside from that it is really boring there. That's why I didn't take any medical related course. It is not my thing. I would just waste money if I did that!

you will never be replaced ;
11:50 PM