Friday, July 01, 2005
It's Hard To Accept The Reality
Yesterday there was a performance of Parokya ni Edgar in our school for the First Day Funk, you know I wasn't able to come because we have classes at that time. So everyone in our room was really upset bout that. We were waiting for this long and all of us failed to go. Actually we can see the performance but will we absent ourself just to see Parokya ni Edgar? Of course no our parents paid our tuition fee is because we need to study and plan for our future not just to watch the performance. Haha!I was excited to go home because I am really tired and today July 1 no classes for us. Yehey!!! It was orientation day for everyone but it is a whole day. What?!!! Whole day?!!! Are they trying to kill me? i am really tired and i don't have enough rest. My schedule is really tight and I can't even go to the mall just to relax myself.When I got home I was really shock because my dad is lying on the floor! What was with that? I thought it was only a joke just to fool me and my mom. But it's not I see blood stains on his shorts and on the floor. I was really freaking out because I'm afraid of blood. My mom is already in a hysterical mood that's why our neighbors rushed into our house for rescue. I am walking like a crazy women going out of our house and returning again then I started crying. I am not used to that kind of situation. I try to calm myself but what happens is that i cry and cry an d cry that's all that I do all the time. Our neighbors was giving my dad a first aid and my mom is really going crazy and so do I. They said that he is gonna be fine nothing is wrong it is only because of the womb. But my mom wouldn't stop so they rush my dad to the nearest hospital and so I'm left in our house alone waiting for them to return hoping that my dad was already fine. I was really crying all the time. (Good thing I have someone to talk to that time! Thanks Cy!)After a few minutes our neighbor called me and tell me that my mom called and told them that I will stay in their house. What can a little girl like me do aside from obeying them? So I go to our neigbor's house even if I don't want to stay there. Then they told me that my dad was in a dangerous condition. He was rushed to the other hospital which has more facilities and specialists who could look after him.
you will never be replaced ;
9:44 PM